Hi All!

(Note: grab a cuppa tea, this is a long one!)
Well, I have popped in here to say how absolutely grateful I am to Scott and Britta for creating this course…
In Nov 2020 I was painfully aware that what I had created as a relationship was (let’s be honest) an absolute crap fest! I was walking on eggshells constantly, afraid to speak up as he would react by yelling at me, stomping around the house, slamming doors, or drive off in his car and drink, and then not talking to me for a couple of days, and had started not paying his share of the bills… He was spending much of his days sleeping, or drinking, or smoking (both kinds), and judging the living crappers out of me if I happened to have a good time with my friends, or create a little money in my business, and would say something within minutes of me arriving home to put a dampener on my day.
I was feeling very alone, frustrated, incredibly angry, tired, and my control freak was in full activation mode!

I had been doing a heap of work that year to get in touch with my feminine side, and the payoff from that work was it revealed the areas of my life and relationship that just weren’t a contribution, and I was pissed off! I made a DEMAND of myself and the Universe right then to do whatever was required to change the energy I was functioning from that has created this repeating narrative into a narcissistic relationship.
2 weeks later, BOOM, up pops a happy little ad on FB talking about the top 5 ways women keep attracting narcissistic relationships!
I booked in my intro session with Scott, and yes, there were tears! Yes, I got shitty! Yes, I faced my crap choices head-on… Such is my way
I signed up and I am so grateful I did…

I worked hard, I paused when I needed to process and integrate, and then dove in again… By the end of Feb 2021, I had ended the crappy relationship with relative ease and grace. Used all the tools (and a few of my own) to support my mind, body, and being through the transition…
Finally allowed myself to create my soul mate vision board, well mine’s a list but it works the same! And after sitting with it for a couple of weeks tweaking it, I finally activated it!

I continued to binge my way through the modules, attended every Monday night call
religiously, and repeated the self-healings as required as things continued to shift and change around me.

Then low and behold, a lover who had been around before the crappy relationship popped back into my world!!!
Back 4 years ago he treated me so well, like a Queen! and it made me damn uncomfortable… I didn’t know it at the time but he saw the beauty, the strength, the glorious Goddess I be and he desired for me to go even higher!

Unfortunately back then I was still in a state of believing I wasn’t worthy, that I had to be in control to feel safe, and that I couldn’t possibly receive anyone that honouring of me… and so I chose differently.

Roll on 4 years later, a lot of healing (that was one thing the crappy relationship was good for, was showing me very clearly all the parts of me that required attention to heal! For that I’m incredibly grateful) This course was nearly complete and Mr. Lover pops back into my life… This time I was ready…

This time I was willing to receive him…
This time I know with all that I be, that I am worthy…
This time I am able to love…
Even though there are still a few ‘ghosts of relationship past’ floating through, like the first time I needed to discuss something emotionally important for me with him, and my entire body was shaking with anticipation of the storming out and slamming doors that had been my life for the last 3.5 years, I pushed through…

Allowing him to just hold me, quietly listen, be present, and receive this very raw and fragile part of me… and he did it all with a quiet grace and honouring that I’m not sure I have ever truly experienced before. Every time since that first vulnerable sharing has been met with the same maturity and ease and lovingness that he be with me, creating even more ease for me to express the deepest parts of me… and those ‘ghosts’ are becoming less and less…

I no longer function from that space of victim, resentment, or pain.
I have my voice back better than ever!
My healing business is rejuvenating! My friendships are so much stronger! My boundaries are so much clearer!

I’m choosing exciting things like a nude photoshoot because it made me happy, empowered, and expanded my levels of receiving like you wouldn’t believe!

I can now honestly say I’m gently, passionately, adoringly welcoming unconditional love into my world in a way I only dreamed possible…
and it all began with me choosing myself first…
Thank you again, Britta and Scott…
You’ve both been such a huge contribution to me
Biggest Kiwi Hugs and Massive Smiles to you both!
p.s. that Soul Mate list… well wouldn’t you know it, Mr. Lover meets all but 1 of those items, and that 1 item will be sorted in the next 12 months! Boom!
Than That!?
How Does It Get Any Better

Lorene